I sigh without emotional release
Drowning, in endless contemplation.
A macabre of senseless want
It is a plague on my soul.
I mourn the aflliction
Like a guilty pleasure.
I have searched the celestial doorways
But the star dust is long gone.
It is a contortion of rawness
An asphyxiation of longing.
It is the holy grail
So often sought, but never found.
It is a succubus that drains
It is a shadow, lamenting the night.
The core pains
But never heals.
I am a breath, starved of oxygen
A cosmic imbalance.
I am a sin, without confession
My song was never wrote.
It is besieged within a promiscuous vortex
Ravenous with obscurity.
Disassociated with the spiritual facilitator
A cognitive phenomenon.
I am a benevolent structure of Confucianism
A disciple for the unsullied.